God Of Healer.

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Unedited version of me :)

As you all know, my little sister being admitted to the hospital last week,right?

So thankfully, she is okay now. It is just that she have not yet been release from hospital, doctors still need to    memantau her. The infection ? Nurses had clean them with some kind of medicated liquid last few days ago so basically her left leg is clean now. Kudis free! Hehe. She can run and walk like before. I'm so glad, so relieve.

 I am really thankful. To God. Cause He is God of Healer.

You know, when you pray with faith, He will answer your prayer. Believe that.

p/s: Tak sabar nak balik jumpa dia this 16 January. Oh,her birthday too! ^_^

Healing.

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This evening my mom texted me,saying that my cutest little sis being admitted to Hospital Sri Aman. God,what's happening? I'm so nervous when hearing the word Hospital itself. Have a bad experience with hospital few years back. Then she call me. Told me that my lil sis left leg have been infected with some kind of penyakit kulit. Not HFMD for sure. She got it this sunday,condition getting worst by yesterday then my mom took her to hospital and being admitted to hospital by then. Being injected about ten times cause nurses can't find her vein, she is still small walaupun chubby but it hurts for me to hear that. not knowing anything yet she said " enda pedis" which mean tak sakit. Lil sis, you're so strong :') 

Lord,with faith I pray for your healing. Don't make something bad happened to her oh Lord. Cast away all the pains and may this experience can bring back my family to you oh Lord. I know You make something happened for reasons and please, have it your way oh Lord. Just heal my little sister so that she can walk,run actively like before.You know how much I love her.Amin amin amin !

I miss her right now. Be strong dear lil sis !
I wish I could beside her with mom to take care of her too.  T________T
Lord,protect my family. . .

Get well soon,Clarissa Lunca <3

can't see my laptop screen clearly with teary eyes.

Hard times.

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Currently having hard times. I have to be a pengarah for a program. I have to confront with many kind of people. Ada yang kena paksa baru buat kerja.Ada yang buat kerja senyap tapi tak update then clash la,miscommunication la padahal dah remind awal-awal.Tak serik lagi dgn pengalaman yang lalu. Ada yang langsung tak dapat dikesan. Leader tertinggi lagi tu. Hmpphh. Bila dimesej tak balas,kol tak jawab.Seems like semua orang tak nak bagi kerjasama. Now I know the feeling of being pengarah and I think this is the last unless . .  sedangkan I give my best in their program before this. I give my full support but now? Neomu himdero. 

Ni baru program kecik,tapi organisation pun dah tak berapa stabil. Kalau tak nak kerja,buat apa masuk dulu? Sakit hati. Grr. But thank God,dalam ramai-ramai tu,ada yang bagi fullsupport juga laa. Cuma bila ada yang tak kena,yang bagi bad example tu besar pengaruhnya dalam mood aku.Haha. Yelah,yang jahat je dinampak. Yang baiknya,tak. But I realise so don't worry friends. I really appreciate it. ツ

God, i'm tired. Kadang-kadang terasa nak quit study then jadi missionary je. Full time God's worker. But now,it is not His call yet. Sabar Vie. He have His own plan for you. ツ

MOTIF? He is cute. I love him. Tehee :)

Lay Down Ourself ◕ ‿-｡

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A relationship with God is the most important relationship you can have. Trust him and everything will always turn out fine. ♥

Awal sem III nie dah macam-macam benda berlaku. Letih hati dan perasaan.Masalah datang tak henti-henti. Bak kata org putih, emotionally and physically tired. =.=" 

Apa yang mampu lakukan,mengadu kat Yang Maha Esa. Sebab DIA lah pendengar terbaik. DIA lah our best counsellor. Betul tak ? Sangat betul. Aku sendiri lately nie, bila semua rasa serba tak kena, hanya mampu mengadu pada Nya. And syukur, lama-lama benda tu akan setel dengan sendirinya. Jangan terlalu bergantung pada diri sendiri. Sebab kita nie hidup bukan untuk diri sendiri tapi untuk DIA. Kerana DIA lah kita di dunia ni, so please, jangan nak ikut sangat kepala sendiri tu. Kadang-kadang bila kita lay down ourself,He will takes control.DIA sayang kita. Cuma kita harus bagi chance pada DIA utk buktikn His Love so friends, Don't worry too much ^^ 

Take a big deep breath and let go. Let go of all your worries right now at this very moment. Let go and let God. Let God consume your mind. Let Him be your thoughts. Let Him consume your heart. Let Him be your desires. Let Him be the comfort and peace you need. Let Him consume you completely from the inside out. Take a big deep breath and really let go and let God.

“You’re exhausted in the faith because you’re looking at you. The more you look at yourself and the less you look at God, the more you get frustrated at yourself.” 

So kawan-kawan yang kat luar sana, kalau ada masalah berat, jangan bergantung pada kekuatan diri sangat. Depend on God's strength okay. Lay down ourself and if it is God's will,everything will be alright. Believe me. I have gone through this experience. and I thank God for that. ❤

 

Twenty Years of Wonderful Life❣

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On this very special day,Valerie Bukas was already 20 years old been in this world.I thank God for giving me such a wonderful life.I thank God for my families, thank God for my friends. Above all I thank God, I have received His call to respond for His visions on my 20th birthday. If God wills,after graduated I will starting my mission. Walk with Him for the rest of my life. Thanks Mommy and Daddy for raising me soooo well that I've become a daughter you can proud of(?). Haha. Eventho I'm not doing so well in my study,it is not because of my decision to serve the Lord but it is because I'm too depending on my strength. God dislikes that. so from now on I will depend on God strength,not on my own strength, because my God is Great God.But Mommy and Daddy,you can proud that your daughter can take care of herself well.She is the type that everyone will loves her because of her character. Haha. I noe you guys have a hard time taking care of me all this time. Not easy to take care the daughters espcially with many immoral issues nowadays and I'm sorry for making you two worried so much about me. No worries anymore now,cause as I'm getting closer to God,He will taking care of me. His grace is sufficient enough for me.

Thank you friends who know me in real life, who close with me in internet life,you guys made my day. Thanks for the wishes at FB,sms and email too. I really appreciate it. Thanks for the joys and tears you guy have gave me especially to my besties.You know who you are. Either during kindergarten, primary school,secondary school,matriculations unti UTM-mates. Love you all :)

Thank you ex boyfriends. Haha.Ex boyfriends,because of the experience I had with you all I get to know men soo well. and that is why my relationship this time last for 2 years and 2 months already. and Mr Boyfriend,thanks for always being with me. Its just that I hope one day, you will have a heart to serve the Lord too so both of us can have the same vision and fulfill His vision together,I will pray for that for sure.

I'm 20 years old now. Who expect me to grow up so well? So pretty yet cute. Kah kah kah. XD

 

5 years old Valerie. XD

 

20 years old Valerie.

Do you see any differences? I don't think not much differences laa except the fact that I am beautiful in time. Haha. I think I should back to the hairstyle during my 5 years old. Might be look young. Haha.

My Wishes:

• Arise in Him. Serve Him.Be His living testimony.
• Become a daughter whom my parents can proud of.
• Become a student whom not only doing well in study but practically and have leadership also communication skills.
• Become a very good speaker in future.
• Have more level of confidence.
• More Hello Kitty stuffs as birthday gifts this year. Miahahaha XD

Till then my special post for my twentieth birthday, ❤

March :)

Hai hai hai !

Sem II dah bermula di UTM dengan baik.Ececeh.Azam sem II kali nie,memantapkan kerohanian diri.Itu penting.Run with Jesus ♥ Then,study well.Notes kena mula buat dari awal.No last minutes.Same goes with assignments.So far,dah dua minggu belum ada assignments lagi.Sangat relaks ya.Haha.

And all I can do is revise,revise and revise.

Semalam serius sumpah kepala serabut.Dengan macam-macam hal.Tidur,ingat boleh lupakan masalah.Tapi tambah teruk.Nak citer kat sini la masalah tu.Hihi.

1)OGM PERSAKA ke-6

 Since aku merupakan S/U untuk Persaka and untuk program nie,so kena handle surat-menyurat,tentatif dan teks emcee.Segala nya dah siap masa cuti haritu.The problem is the pengarah program.Dah berapa kali aku asak dia suruh buat paperwork cepat-cepat tapi masih juga lembap.Huh.Last-last,aku juga yang kena setelkan.Pening kepala den.Tu yang mengamuk kat Twitter,eceli takdelah mengamuk sgt cuma lepas geram je.Hihi.

2)MATR '11

Program ni anjuran JKM Kolej Tun Razak.Kolej tempat aku tinggal sekarang.Aku dilantik jadi K/U Unit Protokol.Sebenarnya takde masalah pun unit aku.Cuma kena sedia tentatif,teks emcee dan teks VIP.Tak jadi masalah sgt pun benda tu sebab boleh google.Haha.The problem is,MATR nie clash dengan hari pembatism air aku.Aku takut nanti dalam dilemma pula walaupun program nie mula malam tapi atleast petang dah boleh tolong orang kat hotel.Kalau disuruh pilih pun,aku akn pilih pembatism air aku tu.Biarlah aku lepaskan tanggungjwab kat anak-anak buah aku on that day.Tapi,kalau boleh taknak juga gitu.So,the only hope,aku harap program nie ditangguhkan.Ditunda lambat sikit,after the day aku lalui pembaptism air aku atleast.Hehe.

Dua benda ni sangat mengganggu fikiran aku semalam.Korang tak kan nampak la betapa rumitnya sebab tak melalui kan kan ? Haha. 

Then,try tidur petang kot boleh reduce masalah tapi nampak gayanya makin berat kepala otak.

Then,teringat : my relationship wif HIM lately,I'm rarely talking to HIM so I meditate before sleep.Cerita segala masalah kat DIA.Lepas tu rasa sangat tenang.

Next day,pengarah PERSAKA buat meeting.Inform yang OGM akn ditangguhkan ke 14 March.Aku rasa segala beban aku dah lepas separuh badan masatu.Taktau kenapa walaupun aku tak mengharap pun OGM tu akn ditangguh cuma,entahlah.Atleast adalah masa untuk prepare kerja-kerja yang belum siap tu.

MATR'11 pula,ada ura-ura mengatakan akan ditangguh.Aku doakan.Amin.Haha.Bukan jahat okay? Masalahnya program tu belum dapat kelulusan HEMA pun.Zero bajet.So unit cenderahati nak gerak macam mana? Nak cari hadiah? Betul tak? Unit aku takpelah.Tak perlukan ongkos.Hihi.

Apa-apapun,aku harap MATR'11 ditangguhkan ke tarikh selepas pembatism aku tu.Amin. ^^

What I've learnt these few days:

Next,aku tolong my boyfie design poster untuk assigment terakhir komunikasi dia.Kena design poster untuk sesuatu produk.And I come out with produk jam yang boleh bertukar tali ikut mood.Cewah.Haha.

Nak tengok tak?

Betul nie ?

Nah,kan kite dah cakap,it is way tooooooooooo pink! Haha.Sapa suruh kalau peminat pink tegar buat poster memang cam nie la jadinya. Ceh,alasan. Haha. Sorry ye sayang,too pinkiush. Dahla produk nie memang produk lady,so wajarlah pink jadi tema.Aku taktau la macam mana boyfie aku akan tunjuk poster nie kat lecturer and kwan-kawan dia.Haha.Lantaklah.Yang penting aku dah buat sehabis baik.

And ya,number tu bukan number sebenar k.Aku reka je. :P

I really hope it is okay with him.Dia belum tengok lagi katanya.Haha.

Till then,welcome March! ♥